best wish

Do you know this？I really hope you can have a happy life, so I choose to be out by a special way. I don't want to put you in a tough and complex position, because I always fancy you. I have been single and will be till some time. I tell a lie to you，that is, there is not a person who shares my world. I hate someone breaking into my world since you are away. You know what？I have strong hope until you find that charming and beautiful girl. You are very agreeable, at least I think so. With time going by, we will be more mature. And I believe you can have a bright future by your efforts. Now I am a monitor, so are you. So you know we must serve our classmates and we should be glad to do that. As a monitor, to be honest, I undergo much pressure. Sometimes I don't know how to do, confused and misunderstood, even shedding 'lonely’ tears .I know it is none of your business no matter how I will turn to be. It is a new year, I hope you can forget the pain I bring to you and remember the happiness. Forgive my offense or some bad words. I learn a sentence：the contrary to love is not hating, but forgetting have no idea I need how long to make it, but I am sure it must be a long time. You are a very handsome and bright boy. Do you remember at that time you were good at playing football,huh huh~,and I always finding chances to watch. Every time I think about this, I feel strong happiness,really,really.Please accept my best wish. You are the only one in my heart, and no one can replace you. You have left the best memory to me so that I will mark the recall in my inner heart. Towards tomorrow we have to move on, and we can't live in the past. There is a wonderful sentence I want to give you: Never say goodbye when you still want to try, never say you don't love the person anymore when you can't let go, never give up when you still feel you can take it.
   Maybe some day I'll go to another remote city, even go abroad to develop myself and broaden my horizon. The most important thing is to start a new life and maybe to retrieve the feeling I lost. I want to cleanse my soul and do more good things for the people that in need. How I wish one day we could come across. Don’t abandon your dream, stick to it and finally achieve it. I have a wild desire that you can send your blessing on my birthday. But I know it is impossible. I just speak out the words I want to say, but only to myself. I pretend everything that happened in the past is gone, but it is still clear that anything about you. I know I should not bother the person if I like him. So you not necessarily worry about this, I bet. We will live each different life with different way, and we ought to have faith in the niceness forever.
  I am happy, and you? I hope for the certain answer:Yes,I am.

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